PROMPT: "Tell us about a personal quality, talent, accomplishment, contribution or experience that is important to you. What about this quality or accomplishment makes you proud and how does it relate to the person you are?"
A 12 hour plane ride later, I set foot half way around the world in to what would be my home for the next year. I was comforted and petrified. Comforted by the faint, familiar smell of street vendors and cars, by the sight of pedestrians walking up and down the streets looking just like me, by the smooth sound of a cozy Taiwanese accent, and by the thought of my cousins, aunts, uncles, and grandparents awaiting my welcome. Yet, petrified by the ever present culture barrier as an ABT (American Born Taiwanese), by the sight of an unknown environment: a bustling capital compared to the small Mid-western town that I had called home for the past 8 years, by the sound of my hopelessly poor mandarin with my thick American accent, and by the thought of making new friends being a shy and awkward nine year-old.
Little did I know then the number of hardships I would have to face in the coming year, and little did I understand then how those hurdles and experiences would have such a huge impact on my outlook on life. I remember in my grandparents' apartment the sole light shining slaving away in to the early morning working on homework that I could hardly comprehend. I remember feeling so alone trying to immerse myself in a culture that was supposedly my own. I remember the times when I cried myself to sleep thinking of all the friends and familiar comforts I left back in the U.S. And I remember when I heard the news of my great grandfather's death. However, my time in Taiwan was not concentrated in these sole frustrating and somber moments, but defined by all the periods of joy and happiness in between: the many times my mother, brother, and I would sit around the dining table laughing at our own frustrations, our own mistakes, breaking through the culture and language barrier understanding that I now had two places to call home, the memories I have with all the friends I made who cried hearing of my departure, and how I saw a family who had not seen each other for years come together in times of great sorrow.
Through these moments, I learned to embrace the situation in which you are "stuck", because you'll never get the short end of the stick. And in fact now, I strive to find these challenges and new environments and embrace the change of pace, culture, surroundings, because the experiences you gain will forever stay with you. When my father told me if I wanted to move with him to D.C. for my junior year, to his surprise I was the first to say, "where do I sign?" How could I ignore an opportunity like that, one so much like my 4th grade abroad in Taiwan? Our nation's capital filled with a myriad of different cultures, open doors, and most importantly experiences I could never find in my small town. I want to live life to its fullest. Our time on Earth is too precious and short. And I want to experience all the world has to offer.
I know its pretty bad. I think it's a little confusing and maybe my response to the prompt is not clear! Any advice is greatly appreciated!!!! Thank you so much!!!
