Graduate / I BECOME MADE IN CORRECTING ENGLISH MYSELF [3]

Normally, before starting learn new things,we are little bit nervous and confused,we dont know how it will done,what will be their affects,but we are still anxious to do that new thing at any cost.Similarly when i started to learn english language,i became hopeless very soon,and every day i suggest myself that kindly gave up,do something else,but my eagar to learn won't make me silent.Every day i wrote many pages whatever the ideas are coming in my mind,without any particular topic,randomly.Soon i realise that i have the ability to write and i can wrote many things,but that was my wrong suposition,there are many wrong things which become permanent because i don't show them infront of any one.

Unfortunately no one in my family knows how to speak and write english,so i bought some grammer books and some vocabulary and dictionary based books.But again it wasn't an easy task for me to write one article and to check every sentence by myself from any grammer book.There was no language centre in our area too,so i just search on internet that is there any forum where i can correct my english? and i feel very happy to see this forum.