Poetry / EVE OF MY SPOUSE'S DEATH [3]

I pick, i toss,
scroll on roll,
think of that, but nothing said,
to eat it or not, really don't know,
it hounded me as i came near
and its really a humour,
when you will know 'bout her!
itsn't a big issue,but the hunger to eat,
has always pricked.
"oh! i'm addicted to you,
thou you ain't charming so,
and change the colours just like poppins do???
you ain't nothing much, just a small dragee...."
she also said!
but now, thank you...dragee,
i'm free from spending,
'cause she had sugar and you increased it,
and my good luck,
that she got a permanent house,
all covered with flowers around,
IN THE LOVING MEMORY OF....
...MY BEAUTIFUL SPOUSE!!!!