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'the one thing I did enjoy was drawing' - School of Visual Arts-Statement of Intent. My vision. [11]
I was a child who kept to myself, was too shy to speak and spent a lot of time in solitude. Most people who encountered me paid me no mind. I didn't have many interests, but the one thing I did enjoy was drawing. I would spend a lot of my afternoons doodling, making paper dolls or drawing my dream home. In school, I remember art class to be the class I felt the happiest in. Seeing the process of a vision come to life, that was incredible to me.
Growing up, I wanted to be an artist. My family would always tell me that was silly to say, because art won't take me anywhere. As I got older, going into high school, I still had the desire to pursue art. I was constantly doubted. I was told to give up the idea of pursing art because art is just a past time, like watching television.
Although I disagreed, I didn't want to disappoint my parents, so I began to draw less, I painted less. I continued to college pursing something they wanted me to pursue.
At that time in my life, I felt like something was missing. I was always discontented. I decided that I cannot waste my time making others happy and that I needed to do things for me. This brings me to the present.
I want to be doing something that will make me feel. When I am drawing, I am feeling. The amazing thing about art is that I can visually represent my feelings onto paper for others to see. I will not be satisfied until I can reach out to people, grow as a person and explore opportunities.
I need to step out of what is known to me, what is comfortable to me and seek the unknown. I want to engulf myself into the art that New York City has to offer me. To be able to interact and experience with others that have the same dream of expression, that is what I am missing. This opportunity will be one to change my life because my intention right now is to become a part of something bigger than this little box that I am in. My intention is to put everything I have into the experiences that I would receive, making beautiful art in a surrounding that will push me forward and pursing my first and only vision of becoming a visual artist.