Undergraduate / 'Run, study, cry, yell, and learn' - Favorite place to get lost (UVA) - Music [2]

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Discuss your favorite place to get lost.
I sit snuggly onto my cozy, familiar armchair and heave a sigh of relief. After a hard day's work, I allow myself to get lost into the world of music. I gingerly place my near-dilapidated set of headphones onto my head and escape reality. Immediately, the music begins with a soothing melody singing me to sleep the first minute and later drags me into a whirlpool of chaos. I drift and nod my head slightly as my music progresses, never ceasing to captivate me. Like a seesaw, my emotions sway from a state of pure ecstasy to one pumped with adrenaline. I often get lost in music: I listen incessantly and lose all track of time. Every time I exit these long listening sessions, I feel like I've undergone catharsis: a cleansing of the mind. Groggily, I take off my headphones and rub my ears. Listening to music before bed puts my mind at ease. Music is like a long, worn path ï some stretches of track are well-paved and structured while others are bumpy and haphazard. Structure and chaos are two conflicting elements that are entrenched in my music ï one follows standard composition while the other deviates from it. Music is an outlet for me to release my frustration and pent-up stress. I run to music. I study to music. I cry to music. I yell in joy to music. I learn from music.

Undergraduate / What work of art, music, science, etc has surprised, unsettled or challenged you? UVA [2]

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College of Arts and Sciences: What work of art, music, science, mathematics, or literature has surprised, unsettled, or challenged you, and in what way?

A slight breeze tickled my cheek as the sun warmed my face. The piano slowly, deliberately opened the piece. A light yet somber melody drifted in the air. Faintly, the guitar added its subtle instrumentation. The second guitar threaded the piece together, gently urging the instruments to reach a crescendo. Seamlessly, layers upon layers of orchestration blended into a flawless amalgam. Yet, there was no overwhelming apex. The violins added their voice, singing a sorrowful tale of which only our minds and hearts could conjure. A final decrescendo eased the piece to a lull, leaving just the piano to end the story. I heaved a sigh, embarrassed by the tear I shed in this emotional rollercoaster ride. "Follow the Map" by the Japanese post-rock band, "Mono", was an intricately crafted masterpiece. Music doesn't need lyrics to convey a message. This work of art alarmed me: it opened my eyes to a whole new arena. It tugged at my heart, stirring feelings that I couldn't quite place. For me, the opus painted a vivid picture of the future: a future of perfect balance. There will be times of despair and struggle, yet amidst the turmoil, I will find that pinnacle of hope - the beacon of light that will set my path straight. Tragedy and comedy, yin and yang, success and failure are entrenched in the piece and I feel that it foreshadows my future. The title, "Follow the Map", hints at the thread I walk upon as I move forward, never dragging my feet behind.