Scholarship / "I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work" - My plans for the next four years [3]

Hi reviewers, I want a review in my essay.

Prompt: If you do not get the Scholarship, what are your plans for the next four years? (300-400 word maximum)

"I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work" - Thomas Edison. Ever since my parents divorced, our financial problems saddened our family so much that finishing school, be it elementary, secondary or tertiary was never easy for my sister and I. However, it never kept us from dreaming of achieving whatever goals that went far away from our capacity of our financial bracket in life. We have been determined to change the life of ours in everything that we do, in spite of failure. Despite the fact that it will take me more than four years to get my college degree, if I am not lucky enough to be awarded this scholarship, I will by no means surrender on my long-term dream of going to university and having a gratifying profession later on plus continuing to render selfless support to giving academic teaching to the young ones in my community.

Presently, I work part-time to contribute financially to the family. Looking at my family's financial state, I am pushed to work harder in order to provide for my own educational needs. Therefore, if I am not awarded this scholarship, I have to put in my maximum effort to work harder and earn the money I need to finance my university education. To me, combining work and academics is not a bad practice and in my condition, it is the only option I have got in order to achieve my aims and aspirations in life. Consequently, I have to be steadfast to help myself so that others will see my hard work and be willing to help me either.

It is a sure thing that combining work and studying could affect me academically but with hard work and perseverance, I will by and by achieve my long expected ambitions in life. Therefore, with or without this scholarship, I will not give up on achieving my college dreams, I just have to work harder and longer to reach it, and I know that the end will be well deserved in my life.

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Below is a different construction I have on the last paragraph and I want a review to know the one which best fits in the essay.

It is a sure thing that combining work and studying could affect me academically but with hard work and perseverance, I will by and by achieve my long expected ambitions in life. That is why if I am fortunate enough to be awarded this scholarship or not, I will not capitulate on achieving my long-term dreams. As Abraham Lincoln once said "Slowly I walk, but I never walk backward", therefore, I just have to work harder and longer and I know the outcome in the end will be worthwhile.