A Sorrow Day

I don't know exactly the reason for when I'm grey, I want to study English. I don't know what it means to me and how much it means to me. I think it is magic. Funny, right? But I don't care. People might say I'm crazy, but who cares? They are not me. How could they understand me? Today is a sorrow day for no reason. Things happened just like that. Forget about the reason. If we start asking why, we will go crazy. Everyday, I wonder about my purpose, my future and my problems. Why do everything get harder like that? I can't handle it. I feel confusing. I have a lot of question but all I get in return is " I don't know". I'm so useless. How can I end this thing?

i feel confuse


questions

Thanks a lot :)