I don't know why I choose the song "My grown up Christmas List" to listen now, maybe I am lost in memory, maybe I miss my childhood and my Mom very much, or simply I haven't listened to an English song for a long time, for months. Or because I only want to listen to Kelly Clarkson's voice now, a beautiful voice which I love so much.
I already study 4 periods of English at school. Oh no, I must say exactly in the dorm of our school. My university doesn't have enough classrooms for all students so that more classes are placed at some of rooms in the dorm, of course there're tables and a board in need.
I feel disappointed after class. It has been my feeling for long time. Sometimes I felt very excited about the lesson some of days in the past, but I soon realized my problem is that I am not self- confidient and I still have not become a confidient person as I expect.
Some English songs really give me relaxtion, peace, and they warm my heart a lot. I always feel like adventuring an interesting world, getting a new feeling and enjoying an exciting experience when listening to an English song. That's enough to illustrate my thought and my passion. Ah, also US film about life, love, friend, adventure and childhood make me feel so.
When will I become a confidient, never say can't and not fear person? When is this day?
I must have a strong heart.
Not feel bored and unmotivated any more. Practice and try to the best of my ability.
To keep my Dreams.
To love more, share all of things I have without receiving with the people who I love
And Give all of love and inspsiration to My Passion.
To Live My Life!
P/S: Maybe I need a list,
A list of the Dreams of my life!
Do you remember me
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you
with childhood fantasies
Well, I'm all grown up now
And still need help somehow
I'm not a child
But my heart still can dream
So here my lifelong wish
My grown up christmas list
Not for myself
But for a world in need
No more life's torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list
As children we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely
Wrapped beneath our tree
Well heaven only knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A hurting human soul
(rythms)
What is this illusion called the innocence of youth
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth.
...
This is my grown up christmas list.
I already study 4 periods of English at school. Oh no, I must say exactly in the dorm of our school. My university doesn't have enough classrooms for all students so that more classes are placed at some of rooms in the dorm, of course there're tables and a board in need.
I feel disappointed after class. It has been my feeling for long time. Sometimes I felt very excited about the lesson some of days in the past, but I soon realized my problem is that I am not self- confidient and I still have not become a confidient person as I expect.
Some English songs really give me relaxtion, peace, and they warm my heart a lot. I always feel like adventuring an interesting world, getting a new feeling and enjoying an exciting experience when listening to an English song. That's enough to illustrate my thought and my passion. Ah, also US film about life, love, friend, adventure and childhood make me feel so.
When will I become a confidient, never say can't and not fear person? When is this day?
I must have a strong heart.
Not feel bored and unmotivated any more. Practice and try to the best of my ability.
To keep my Dreams.
To love more, share all of things I have without receiving with the people who I love
And Give all of love and inspsiration to My Passion.
To Live My Life!
P/S: Maybe I need a list,
A list of the Dreams of my life!
Do you remember me
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you
with childhood fantasies
Well, I'm all grown up now
And still need help somehow
I'm not a child
But my heart still can dream
So here my lifelong wish
My grown up christmas list
Not for myself
But for a world in need
No more life's torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list
As children we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely
Wrapped beneath our tree
Well heaven only knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A hurting human soul
(rythms)
What is this illusion called the innocence of youth
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth.
...
This is my grown up christmas list.