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'World around my little brother' - Stanford-what matters to you, and why? [17]
I have revised the opening. Can you please read the rest and tell me if it is good enough? It is really hard for me to express my feelings in just two paragraphs, please help me make it for forceful.
As I began typing this response, my epileptic brother suffered from four consecutive fits. Watching his body twist and turn in discomfort and not being able to alleviate his pain extracts the color out of my life. In that moment of helplessness I know what matters to me the most: his well-being. I no longer remember the perfectly crafted response I had in mind to impress the admission officers into offering me a place of study. My world revolves around my little brother, feeling his needs for him and satisfying them has been a part of my life for the past fifteen years. I have seen the anguish in his eyes during the fits when he lacerates his tongue so badly that he cannot eat for days. I can see blood dripping from his ear right now due to the intensity of the last fit.
I still remember my eagerness to welcome the newest member of our family. I had hoped that he would captivate me with his laughter and the first steps but irritate me with his demands to eat more candy and watch cartoons when I wanted to watch Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. His laughter illuminates my world but I am still waiting for the day he would destroy my makeup or spill water on an assignment due in the morning. Every day I see his age fellows in their middle school uniforms talking about the latest gadgets they found at the shopping mall, the girls they like and a vast array of other topics of interest. Looking at them, I think about how different my life would have been if my brother were an ordinary child. There would be no reason for my motherly attachment to him. Nobody would dare pity him. Everyone would understand that it hurts us when somebody laughs at him or looks down at him as if he is some peculiar object. His life and his well-being are the most important aspects of my life and I wish to be a part of a community where nobody would stare at him when he accompanies me at my graduation.