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The most unhappy day in my life
That was that day my father was in bed for ever. Before going to work, I was a little surprised at him being in bed longer than another. Beside, I wondered myself whether he was well or not today. I came near to his bed and looked at him through mosquito net. He still lay as he was sleeping. I called him but there was no answer. I was terrible panic when I rolled the mosquito up and discovered him out of breath for a long time. I felt the sky fell down underneath my feet. I groaned in pain with my youngest brother and called for help.
Soon after many people rushed into my house because they couldn't believe my father was dead. It was yesterday evening they still saw my father going for walk in the edge of rice field. Amongst the crowded, there seemed a few people crying in company with me. From the time I realized my father never came into his senses, I sat motionless by his side. My hands held his hands while my tears dripped down on my face and my cheek. I didn't want to be apart from him even of a minutes because I knew it was the last time I was sat beside him.
Between my brothers, my father loved me the most. He rarely grumbled at me. When I felt sad, he always told everybody let me in silence instead of nagging me. He was the one who realized what I wanted even if I couldn't utter a word. He always afforded me what I wished. He always advocated what I carried out although he sometimes didn't really want how I did. He was actually the Buddha in my life.
But for now, he left me for real. There loved nobody to me like him. And I felt very unhappy when someone wore my head a mourning band. At that time, I just realized that my parents always make me happy but I didn't know I'm happy. I always dreamed of many things which I didn't occupy. I wished I had a wonderful sweet dream. I wanted to live in independence instead of living with my family. I'm too foolish because I didn't esteem what I had. I didn't know that my happiness was peaceful day beside my parents. I didn't recognize that it's my parents being my happiness.
I never forgot his sacrifice. And I was sorry that I have not done for him before he went away. No matter whether he was alive or dead, I still believe that he is always around me. Whenever I feel sad or apprehensive about something, I often whisper in my head: "Daddy, where are you? Are you around myself?" And my grieves will reduce in half when I call him as if he were still by my side.
It's three years ago from the day I was drown in agony but I couldn't forget that dreadful day. After my father's death, I dared not sleep for months. I was afraid that everybody left me alone like my father. I was afraid of everything and I was always in nervous tension. I was too exhausted to give up the job from that day.
The most unhappy day in my life
That was that day my father was in bed for ever. Before going to work, I was a little surprised at him being in bed longer than another. Beside, I wondered myself whether he was well or not today. I came near to his bed and looked at him through mosquito net. He still lay as he was sleeping. I called him but there was no answer. I was terrible panic when I rolled the mosquito up and discovered him out of breath for a long time. I felt the sky fell down underneath my feet. I groaned in pain with my youngest brother and called for help.
Soon after many people rushed into my house because they couldn't believe my father was dead. It was yesterday evening they still saw my father going for walk in the edge of rice field. Amongst the crowded, there seemed a few people crying in company with me. From the time I realized my father never came into his senses, I sat motionless by his side. My hands held his hands while my tears dripped down on my face and my cheek. I didn't want to be apart from him even of a minutes because I knew it was the last time I was sat beside him.
Between my brothers, my father loved me the most. He rarely grumbled at me. When I felt sad, he always told everybody let me in silence instead of nagging me. He was the one who realized what I wanted even if I couldn't utter a word. He always afforded me what I wished. He always advocated what I carried out although he sometimes didn't really want how I did. He was actually the Buddha in my life.
But for now, he left me for real. There loved nobody to me like him. And I felt very unhappy when someone wore my head a mourning band. At that time, I just realized that my parents always make me happy but I didn't know I'm happy. I always dreamed of many things which I didn't occupy. I wished I had a wonderful sweet dream. I wanted to live in independence instead of living with my family. I'm too foolish because I didn't esteem what I had. I didn't know that my happiness was peaceful day beside my parents. I didn't recognize that it's my parents being my happiness.
I never forgot his sacrifice. And I was sorry that I have not done for him before he went away. No matter whether he was alive or dead, I still believe that he is always around me. Whenever I feel sad or apprehensive about something, I often whisper in my head: "Daddy, where are you? Are you around myself?" And my grieves will reduce in half when I call him as if he were still by my side.
It's three years ago from the day I was drown in agony but I couldn't forget that dreadful day. After my father's death, I dared not sleep for months. I was afraid that everybody left me alone like my father. I was afraid of everything and I was always in nervous tension. I was too exhausted to give up the job from that day.
