In Texas, the summer air boils. The roads flash with the mirage of watery heat shines. As the thermometer blows its top, I can actually see sweat appearing from my pores; small drops at first, then they merge and form the large beads that roll down my body. Before I know it, it feels like I just ran a marathon through a category five hurricane. It's not a very pleasant feeling, especially when I sit in my garage studio painting a picture. Painting is my talent, my passion, my life.
In my life I have noticed adults are particularly fond of the question "what do you want to be when you grow up?" In fact, I have been asked this question so many times that I have formulated two theories: a) all the minds of adults have been synchronized under a mass conspiracy to annoy teenagers or b) the creativity of humans decay exponentially with age. Even better is their reaction when I declare "an artist or a painter." At that point the inquirer leaps backwards away from me as if I had suddenly contracted a horribly contagious disease. I silently chuckle as the stereotypical thoughts of artist race through the adult's mind. It always happens.
I have been an artist all my life. I don't remember what sparked my interest in art; nevertheless, I cannot remember a time when I did not scribble, doodle, sketch, color, or paint. I'm sure as a baby, I wreaked havoc with the myriad of crayons, markers, and colored pencils lying around. Afterwards, during my childhood, I did what children do best: mimic. Sitting at my desk at home or in school, I copied from the picture-filled elementary textbooks like a student of the baroque school from a textbook on Caravaggio.
I take great pride in the fact that I can make art. When I put my heart and soul into a painting, I emulate emotions, messages, and designs onto a canvas. It's magical, more than magical, how we artists, like God, create something out of nothing. Every time I look at a fresh, glossy new canvas I feel a tingling ecstasy as I envision the boundless possibilities. In the past few years, I have participated in numerous art contests in the past few years, such as the Visual Arts Scholastic Event and the Fort Worth Star Telegram Blooming Artists Contest, and the plethora of medals, ribbons, and monetary rewards have made me very proud.
Of course, all artists have one thing in common. Art defines who they are as how they perceive the world. Over the years, as age takes its toll on me, I have become more and more expressive. However, in a world where teenagers are perpetually smothered by adults, my need to express is always suppressed by a finger to the lips. Despite my excruciating frustration, I realized that smoldering alone isn't going to help very much. So one day, as I was filling up my sketchbook with silly nonsense, I suddenly realized that instead of verbally expressing my ideas, I can paint them on a canvas. Clutching my sketchbook, I raced down to my studio (aka my garage). After three weeks of furious work, I produced a Pieta that expresses the serene suffering I endure from being stifled.
Art has always been part of my life. In my future, I hope to expand upon my talent in painting and make a career of it. As I dowse myself in sweat each summer painting, I will always see that as a milestone to success and treat it as a free sauna.
In my life I have noticed adults are particularly fond of the question "what do you want to be when you grow up?" In fact, I have been asked this question so many times that I have formulated two theories: a) all the minds of adults have been synchronized under a mass conspiracy to annoy teenagers or b) the creativity of humans decay exponentially with age. Even better is their reaction when I declare "an artist or a painter." At that point the inquirer leaps backwards away from me as if I had suddenly contracted a horribly contagious disease. I silently chuckle as the stereotypical thoughts of artist race through the adult's mind. It always happens.
I have been an artist all my life. I don't remember what sparked my interest in art; nevertheless, I cannot remember a time when I did not scribble, doodle, sketch, color, or paint. I'm sure as a baby, I wreaked havoc with the myriad of crayons, markers, and colored pencils lying around. Afterwards, during my childhood, I did what children do best: mimic. Sitting at my desk at home or in school, I copied from the picture-filled elementary textbooks like a student of the baroque school from a textbook on Caravaggio.
I take great pride in the fact that I can make art. When I put my heart and soul into a painting, I emulate emotions, messages, and designs onto a canvas. It's magical, more than magical, how we artists, like God, create something out of nothing. Every time I look at a fresh, glossy new canvas I feel a tingling ecstasy as I envision the boundless possibilities. In the past few years, I have participated in numerous art contests in the past few years, such as the Visual Arts Scholastic Event and the Fort Worth Star Telegram Blooming Artists Contest, and the plethora of medals, ribbons, and monetary rewards have made me very proud.
Of course, all artists have one thing in common. Art defines who they are as how they perceive the world. Over the years, as age takes its toll on me, I have become more and more expressive. However, in a world where teenagers are perpetually smothered by adults, my need to express is always suppressed by a finger to the lips. Despite my excruciating frustration, I realized that smoldering alone isn't going to help very much. So one day, as I was filling up my sketchbook with silly nonsense, I suddenly realized that instead of verbally expressing my ideas, I can paint them on a canvas. Clutching my sketchbook, I raced down to my studio (aka my garage). After three weeks of furious work, I produced a Pieta that expresses the serene suffering I endure from being stifled.
Art has always been part of my life. In my future, I hope to expand upon my talent in painting and make a career of it. As I dowse myself in sweat each summer painting, I will always see that as a milestone to success and treat it as a free sauna.